If i were a boy

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i will be a outgoing guy.
beg-packing travel in countries like Greece, Roman, New Zealand, Germany, and so on,
conquer all the mountains in the world as i could,
love a girl with all my heart and learn together from many aspects to enjoy life,
be smart in sports expecially basketball,
stay up usually and wake up early,
knowing to play piano ,guitar and drum,
be tall above 175cm,
having a nice car,
doing gym to maintain tough body,
having a mature and wise mind,
having a damn nice and suitable hair style,
have a lot of fellows regardless frontiers,
try all the wines and beers but not overdrunk,
be good in computer,
be a reputed and successful engineer..........

haha~
if i were a boy.

unforgetable nightmare

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First time,
this is the first time,since i was born,
i cried out from the terrible nightmare,
on 8 feb, 5.30am.
after waking up, i don't dare to continue sleeping anymore.
i wouldn't forget it perpetually.

On the moment, all i think about is calling back home.
but that was a too early morning, i thought i should not wake them up.
i had the intense feeling in the nightmare, especially depression.
i remember i had got shocked and felt deeply upset and sorrowful.
it was a weird dream.
i received a news about someone got involved in accident. the posted photo has 4 peoples, one is my dearest person.
in the dream, i even couldn't believed and confessed it.
it was too sudden.
later,i sobbed soundly.
thus, i opened my eyes gradually.
Luckily, lucky that that was just a nightmare!
but since it, i have had some shadow in my inner mind.
of course, i don't dare to tell this to the person who is in my nightmare.

finally, i really realized how the feeling of the families who lost their family member so suddenly like we always see from the newspapers.

i wouldn't know why did i dream such nightmare.
but thanks for it.
i really apprehend what the feeling is.

treasure and cherish your surrounding people.please.
though this is always a stereotyped clause.