Yellow Merdeka day

When we talk about "Malaysia", "Merdeka" or some other related words and phrases, basically our mind may appear with "multiracial culture", "innocence", "multilanguage","nice food"...

In 2015, our Merdeka has raised to another level compared to the previous years.
This year, we have renewed the historical page of Merdeka.
Obviously, our motherland has filled with the color of bright hope- yellow.
Even the Malaysians which study and work abroad also dropped the yellow in the other countries.

The yellow people are not the people to aim for an extreme rally demonstration.
There is just a clear vision as well as the meaning of Bersih ('cleanliness' in English).
Apparently, Bersih itself means 'keeping free of superficial imperfections' embedded with the sense of diligence.
Yea, that's why the Bersih revolution has demonstrated for 4.0 (4th time) this year.

Some people think "Bersih" is a sensitive topic.
However, let's raise our thought level to think about what Bersih actually is.
In the past, there is the inavoidable historical fact that the racial issues happened in the country.
Nevertheless, the good news are that the lesson has been learnt and the nation has been more mature now.
Overall, the nation just want to strive for a better Malaysia from their innermost heart.
Not to ban whom but rather want a bright future of Malaysia.
No other ridiculous purpose to brush the road with yellow under the hot sun.

Thank God that there is no serious dispute or injuries during the Bersih rally this year. Prayer works and the people's rational mind take it for granted. 
The negative and discouraging situation is minimized and it proves that the yellow group does not mean for stimulating racial issue but just want to restore the peace and right.


Hence, the effect might be yet clear, but let the time speak.

One shall take time to clean a "land".
The truth is no one can change better in one day.
Even we shall clean our house everyday to keep it clean and tidy.
As my life mentor always shares,
"Faith is all about a consistent action to clean our mind and life".


Transformation in every single one of us is often the most essential treasure to step into a brilliant future.

My life mentor always advises us, "The creator God has given you a country since you were born. You might dislike the country given to you but there is God will on you and on your motherland. So, love and pray for your motherland and He will listen as well as helping the development based on human's responsibility to serve the land better."

在动物园里何止左看右望?

8月19日,和家人再续久违的动物缘。
距离上次最后一次到动物园应该就是8岁那年妈妈和我跟幼稚园老师一起去的那次了。
这次果然是提升层次了,不只第一次到新加坡动物园,也因为看到很多第一次看到的动物。
真心感谢神赐下能和家人去动物园的祝福呢!

我们几姐妹最期待看到的当然是中国国宝啦!
当当当当!这就是雄性的熊猫叫凯凯哦!大太阳下,它慵懒地趴着。但其实牠和koala bear(树袋熊)一样是动物园里最好命的动物。为什么呢?
因为它们是在有冷气设备的室内,所以有个凉爽的环境。
凯凯有着“洋葱头”的花名,真是可爱!这就拜它天生的额头有着像洋葱头的毛发所赐。哈哈~

还有另一个雌性熊猫叫嘉嘉。因为嘉嘉天性害羞内向,所以她在另一边厢一直躲在它的安乐窝里,只能用CCTV看到模糊的她。呵呵~

感谢的眼睛

在7月尾也就是semester break要开始时就恳求神让我在假期中找到part-time job。
除了为了存一些零用钱,我更想在工作中学习、累积经验、提升层次。
我的人生导师——郑明析老师以着他的生活总是教导说:
去做才有所得。去做才会生下故事。

结果,祷告恳求了几天,就找到了这个5天的event job(8月11-15日),是一年一度很大型的ARCHIDEX。时间也符合我的要求。真心感谢神让我能找到这份工作。
这五天面对着数不完的文件资料,要去一些公司的摊位询问使用QR Scanner的feedback,在门口站一整天为1500人进行scanning 工作。

看起来像是重复又乏味的工作吧?但是从头到尾我都带着很感谢的内心。

神赐下很好的supervisor、工作组长、队员。
即使只是五天,在我们工作的“鸟巢”却充满了各种好笑的回忆。
一回想起还是不断想笑。很有趣的队友们~

果然在主日话语说过:感谢会生出更多感谢
感谢会让人想法的出发点转向正确的轨道。
人常说“有好的开始就有好的过程和结尾”嘛!
想法真是我们每个人根本的核心,是如此左右我们的一天、一生的命运的。
在队友们的身上,因着感谢,比起缺点,我更看见的是每个人的优点。
我很惊讶,神透过其中一个队友Carmen,在这五天里都可以看见我是一个什么都规划得有条有理的拘谨型。
“拘谨”这两个字在我脑中一直挥之不去到现在。
看来是神赐下强烈的感动让我好好思考自己这部分。
Carmen的个性跟我有很大不同。
她是比较爱动、不修边幅、喜欢刺激、要工作当然也要玩才行。
而我是一旦被赐予工作,就是想认真做好的人。

所以我很感谢的是,从她身上看见自己要调整的部分。
人生短短数十年,认真工作也不忘适当地玩乐是很好的。
让我想起郑老师说过:享受过程比起只要得到结果更为重要。这样在过程中也会获得事物。
这是一门智慧。
陷入工作往往让人费尽精神,会遇到瓶颈。

后来,我在实践的过程中发现“专注和陷入是两回事”。
差别在于:
陷入的结果是会让人衍生出很多疲累和埋怨的自我想法。
而专注的结果是让人事半功倍、缩短该完成的事物的时间,夹带着成就感
啊~真是有茅塞顿开的感觉!

而我们的supervisor心态很young。她让我们在工作时丝毫没感到压力。
在她身上看见的是耐心、总是带着令人心情放松的笑容。
还有队中年纪最小的Yi Wei妹妹,让我回想起中学刚毕业的那种青涩岁月。呵呵~
而我们读Architecture的队友Jean,虽然他有很多让我看不过眼的恶习,但是他画工很不错。就是他制造了很多好笑的回忆。
我们的队长Mohadi也是很幽默。他很会照顾大家。他还搞笑地对我们说:you all owe me ahh!

打开感谢的眼睛真是让人看见全新的事物。
总是不断感谢地来过每一天吧!^^

Discovery

Early in the morning, thank God for letting me wake up naturally at 7.15pm , which was impossible for me as I slept on 3am.

Finally my roomate and I have renewed our passport. :)

Today, my mind is free. really free as I have missed this kind of feeling long long time ago.
During school days, I was busy, hectic and having stress which sometimes I couldn't release out.


While waiting for our passport collection, we went around and searched for food to feed our hungry stomach.
We have found this "blue rice" (nasi kerabu).
Although I have heard about it before, I have never had a try.
So , we discovered something new to be our breakfast of today. Grateful.
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Later in the afternoon, I attended for a work training.
There was 7 months long after last part-time job I worked.
Hence, the tense in me was raised instinctly.
During the nearly 3-hour training, I have really started to know about something new to me called "sales lead retrieval mobile app"(QR Scanner).
By giving full attention to the procedure and guideline, I get to know what it is like.
 I aim to discover something new throughout the following five-days part-time job though the task given seems easy and mundane.
The feeling is like when I understand something, I would like to know some more especially this thing is new and fresh to me.

As my life mentor's proverb of today 
"In the world, the discovery, development and change of environment are unlimited so are the human's self-discovery and change", the world is improving with fast pace. 
In the past, who will know what QR Scanner is? 
Now, this app has given convenient in term of client data record. I guess it has other functions which I have not known yet.

All the new things created on the Earth is like a reminder to myself.
"How about my self-discovery and change?"
This should be the question to ourselves every day we wake up from the bed.

So, thanks to my life teacher's Words for saving me whenever I have faced the blind spot.
When we have reached the top of the cliff,  God has never give up to everyone of us but has given us another path.
Thus, throw away our stubborn and anxiety to discover something new.

记录

今天,台湾节目《WTO姐妹会》的议题是“你是不是有初老迹象?”,邀请了各国的已婚字辈。后来有初老小测试,当中有人完全无法在5秒对于简单的题目给予答案。

心想:啊~人的脑不用就只是让脑细胞每天大量死去啊!

看来神赐下启示 并且让我在下午看到这样的一句箴言:
脑的记忆力比不上记录。
如果记录下来,每当看到那记录时都会想起来。

注定的界限

有些事
注定是你要怎么转又转回来的路
就像一个宣誓顶着黑头发的人
后来好不容易想来个崭新一试
还是因为非要漂白而所以唯有放弃

有人
注定是那样特质的人
即使要学另一个人稀有的声音
只会剩下噁心
就像男变女女变男

有时候
有人开出伟大之路
有人走着却要摆脱这条路
不知去向到后来伤痕累累归来
感叹岁月的残忍

注定
有时是天给的最好安排
硬要跨出界限的门槛
就像一只跳出羊圈的小羊被狼抓走

企图破坏注定
是因为看不见最初那个最好的安排
是因为自己的欲望刺破了眼睛
推自己去一个自以为是的无限

丢弃过去的进化

昨天让我脑海灵光一闪的两句话:
“人们说,有过去才有现在的自己。但没有了过去的我们,才是变化。”

当下有份感动告诉我:以上的话还有很深一层的意思。所以直到今天仍在我脑中挥之不去。
主日话语说:会随着思考左右一天的命运、一生的命运、灵永远的命运。

因此,思考的河开始蔓延开来。

圣经记载的2000年新约时代,当时宗教文士法利赛人可说是比起其他那时代的人,更期盼和等待神所应许的救援者。旧约不断演进到随即而来的新约,法利赛人努力研究真理,唯有寻求神的生活,是神旨意的人。
他们的信仰扎根于前辈历史,相信神会派人子驾云而来。
如果没有过去的先知预言这点和先人的推广,他们或许不会有对天忠诚的信仰、满怀盼望,做出提升的举动,传达福音。
感谢过去造就了后来。

但是,继续停在这里就是死了。

遇见走过的时光

那个站起来的晚上,
看到一个人,
回想起,
过往那些日子,
一起走过,
那许多,
珍贵回忆。

多久没见,
似乎无法
回到当初的感觉了,
剩下的是余温。

仔细思想,
这是多么可喜之事!

走在两条平行线,
彼此提升前进,
两条平行线的距离越行越远,
终点却是最有盼望的一个。

再次双眼交接,
里面是更新的。

满满祝福,
在我们无声中互相传达。

人们说,
有过去才有现在的自己。

这一晚,
我看见的是,
没有了过去的我们,
才是变化。