19 big day

0610
what a peace ,special and fantastic 19 birthday i have had indeed.
this time,my precious gifts are not in the form of materials like past birthdays.
i feel the warm and appreciated.

well, this is my last age starting with number 1.. in other words, after this year,i am excluded from being teenagers.ouch. it's fine, accept anything and learn.

there are many 'first times' happened on my day.

went to pavilion with Skylar.
visited OdeToArt gallery finally.
visited art market.
drank Ochado finally.
ate Kimchi fried rice.tried something i seldom have.

In the evening,
attended second lessons in Bethel Church.
before that, enjoyed singing songs to salute God.
this is the first time that i go to church on my day, and celebrate with a few Christian new friends.
Like what they said, God has been giving me His love from now on.
thanks for giving me an unforgetful birthday, yeeleng,aijing,jess,jinxin,yitong,huiqi....and so on.
thanks for introducing me to the Sentul famous liuxiang seafood restoran to have many damn delicious food. it is always fulled and has to wait for empty table. even black and western customers there.
so funny when i told aijing: thanks for bringing me to this 'international' restoran. meanwhile, all laughed out loud. that night, our table is fulled of laughters.
and,there are so many new names that i need to remember in one day.haha.

Another first time, i finally ate marcaloon.it is really sweet.
and that is the most meaningful cake i  have ever had.
Jess said, the 3 marcaloons represents soul,God and Jesus respectively, and the chocolate ball represents me.
all seem are fate and love from God.
and the first time ,one of my wishes is 'i hope i can feel God much more start from now.' i will start to pray and talk with God and make it a habit.

*hope my 4 wishes will be achieved.

In this last year with age starting with number 1 and labelled as teenager,i'd like to make a summary for past birthdays from child age till teen age. haha!

Impressive birthdays review
The most surprised 6-year-old : during listening to teaching in kindergarten, my mum brought me birthday cake silently. actually the two teachers who like me had cooperated with mum already . Then once i saw my mum's familiar beautiful face through the window, teachers asked classmates to celebrate with me.
so funny that on that time, i was like a wood ,had not known what had happened initially.

The SnowWhite in 10-year-old : what i called 'snowwhite' not because i obsess with the story of snow white but family got me a pure white frock and my favourite fruit cake.in the photo i had smiled very happily.

The most warm 13-year-old : first time, a friend ,Sufi made chocolate cake and made the words on the cake "happy 13 birthday......."though it is not the standard like bakery shops', but it is fulled with sincerity. this is the first cake from a friend hand-made i have ever had.

The 15-year-old which is fullled with monokuro boo : Mervin sent me a very big frame .he had pieced the Monokuroo boo puzzle for a few days by own. another meaningful gift with sincere heart.

simple 16-year-old fulled with music : in Karaoke Box with a few good friends, Sim,Mwen,Aaron Jun...

'unlucky' 17-year-old : this is the first time i am fooled on my day in KFC. two 'bad' friends pushed my face towards the cake when i was wishing!! anyway,i still enjoyed in the first time. haha~ and this is the last birthday in secondary school life. in addition, the only 17 with 3 bears and dolls from randy,mwen and weiquan.though they don't know i dislike  these unpragmatic gift,but i still appreciated them since the 3 bears are a part of sincerity of them.

18-year-old with dear 23th xueji fellows : finally, i could gather with xueji buddies on my day. so appreciated those celebrated with me .u all always the sweet and bring me smiles. and in the evening, some old friends celebrated with me in the basketball court. this year is the year with 3 cakes. ouch!><  haha.

and 19 this year, as i have been growing up, i have not cared of  how many gifts (i mean those in things form) i have gradually but have felt the sincerity and love from people around me. i have realised i have owned a lot .thanks for the lomo camera from my 9 old good fellows and this is the only gift in material form.
i label this the most meaningful and peaceful 19 with Jesus.

my tomorrow

i believe my tomorrow would be a peace, smooth, not too full as past birthdays but contented .
thanks for everthing, every person around me.
i am going to welcome my last teen-age -the last age which start as number 1.

p/s  i have been so pleasant about yesterday one-day job . i was satisfied with my sales. next time shall be better and better.
i have met three new friends- Carmen Yap,  Yanny Lau,and Stephanie.
thanks God for giving me such experience.
my lessons: improve communicating skill towards customers , not blunt-minded and art of talking.

Carnegie's messages to me

Recent book i have been reading is Dale Carnegie's How to Win Friends and Influence People.
Those who are my chums, intimates, or frequent followers,shall know i like such genre of books which relate to my favourite aspect.
well,i am quite astonished that there is just a little people who know this past great author.
actually this book was bought a few years ago.
so funny that i have been just starting it recently.

while reading it, i think of the people who criticise or have wrong viewpoints on psychology.
last week, one of my lecturer seemed denouncing those who are going into this area.
on that time, i am furious, how i wish i can stop his sarcastic mouth.
but that is no point that i do that. since he often has his own sarcastic character as we all his students have known. he has to be respected, and especially, i do not need to be mad with such people who do not even know the great importance of psychology.
every careers has its greatness. so sad that there is a natural phenomenon of most people admire doctors,lawyers and professionals. how about others?if all people in the world are doctors and professionals, u can imagine what a world is. thus, it is ridiculous that we all only admire doctors,pharmacists and else so-called prominent careers.

you ought to know, everything starts from your thoughts.
Dale Carnegie once said,' one secret of success is it lies in the ability to get the other person's viewpoint and see things from that person's angle as well as your own.'
i consent to him deeply.
i always realise the importance of psychology that gives me and i am certain it is extremely useful in my future no matter on work or in daily life as long as interacting with people around.
In addition, psychologists are not people always use a weird eyes to look at you like scrutinising you.
psychologists are someone who would like to understand people and to help people.
at least, it is always my belief.

anyway, for those who do not understand something they always do not understand and oppose or resent,
give you own a chance to understand those matters you dislike .
as if you would know what a big difference is.
it is because thoughts constrict you from that previously.
 Do not control by thoughts, but shall have subconscious with you usually.

p/s . countdown .... 5 days to go.

recommend this,again!

today once again,i read about this movie on the sinchew daily.
this movie was watched by me last week.
and it seems not so famous in the country. 
well, in fact, this movie grabbed many awards which are supposed to honour for Harry Potter.
on the other hand, Georges Melies in the movie.this man existed indeed. He was France Illusionist.
His 'A Trip to the Moon' has impressed me deeply.
the youngster are suggested highly to watch this.
remember, without dream and such lame simple 'movie' in the past, there is without 3D/ 4D high tech movie nowadays.

Juneday

June is around .
yeah,my Juneday.
8 days to go...

finally on the last day of May,
i cut my long crowning glory.
at least,since past 5 years, i have never had such short length of hair.
it is about shoulder.
this is the side view. look like another kind of me.XP
feel like burdenless and of course,not so hot like previous long hair.

i like June.