childish me

http://www.morninglight.cc/column_info.php?id=NWS4db01b4e1e8b4

G, how come i don't understand you? sorry. i feel regret.
i won't give up to be close with you.
in this world, many people don't know you,many people don't believe you.
but u still love everyone of us.

indeed,dear G, i want to thank You guiding me into Providence.i feel cheerful to encounter you in my age of 19 finally.actually i know u are with me since my birthday and have been planning the way.

many times, i don't feel you but i have been trying to find you. i won't give up.
sometimes, i pray in front of you with fire of my soul.
but a few times, the fire in my mind is gone and i am dozing off in the pre-dawn prayer.
how could i do such action to make you sorrow?

most of us sure are always doubt of whether you will hear us or not.
u will, u always, your love is eternal.
recently, u just had achieved one of my little wish.actually not only that.
that is a good beginning for my sister.
thank you so much,
even 'thank you' cannot describe my appreciation on you too.

i wont give up.
now, thanks for giving me chance to seeing this article,giving me energy and making my tears almost out ,but i am in crowded computer centre.so i endure .
now, i know the principle of praying, that is also the principle of life.
thus, i won't give up.
i shall correct my bad habit that is impatience.
i ought to be faith and be confident beside you.
i would keep going on towards you.
i want to praise you with my soul.

dear fellows, i'd like to share this to u.
please read it to the end with heart.