简单是一种幸福

我变了,
从前,我很喜欢热闹繁忙
许多人聚在一起大吵大闹的。
曾经,繁忙对我来说,是一种充实
固然如此。
但现在,我只喜欢,
过得简单平安快乐就好。
生活不要太复杂,否则会对世界失去信心。
看过了各种复杂人生的戏,更崇拜简单。
看过了报纸每天的人情世故,更向往平静。

我可以很疯狂勇敢,
当我找到很疯狂快乐的事以后。
我恨不得去闯
但那些现实逼得我越向往简单的生活。

简单不代表单调
虽然有时是单调的,但总比复杂好。
总结来说,简单比单调好,单调比复杂好。
简单是一种幸福

这是我今天的感想。

Mid Valley

Yesterday i went to midvalley MAPCU education fair with Joney Shwo Yin, Stalie lim, Mei Yan papa, Mervin pig.
This is such my first time go out one-day with them ,old friends.
We gained ample harvest .
In bus and KTM, how can we chat selflessly with each other untill disturb other passengers..
haha..
pardon us, we have not seen each other for a long time (actually just is 1 month).

Because of Sunday and CNY is around in the corner, there are crowded people.
We seeked for our favourite course in the fair respectively after enjoyed our terrible lunch.
how i used the word 'terrible' doesn't mean the luch is disgusting or else, just because its cost.....><

After that,Joney and me went shopping, actually we just want to seek for shorts.
Finally, i bought a light blue colour Romp shorts.
there is crowded people even i have to queue up to pay for the shorts.

We met Randy & Addy who has worked in Ogawa.
So glad to meet them like they were so excited to see us too.
We made a surprise to them without informing them we go to visit them.
haha, a funny experience ,before we all get back together, Joney and i went to find Randy and Addy in advance.
We peeped opposite of the shop.
So childish how v did it..haha, but it was a crazy and funny memory.
unluckily, Addy recognized me , and we ran quickly.
After that, we met them in the gateway.
Randy was so surprised when saw us.
Ang he almost dropped down his tears.
haha, u know how he is so easily touched like always..
hug hug, dont cry,sha po Ran. kaka~

Then, Billy who is Stalie's, Mervin's and my friend came to meet us.
so happy to see him .
He is unchangeable, keep smiling.
our time is no enough.
Later, he have to go to continue with his tasks.
Around 6pm,we said good bye to them.
Stay tuned with our chitchat in the KTM and bus.
Mervin still be the pity lonely guy just because all of them went ladies coach.

This was a simple pleasant day with my old buddies.
We will meet during Chinese New Year again. ^^

快后慢

昨天,
一人坐在电脑前,
看过了半个世纪的《初恋红豆冰》。
到了接近尾声,被那句话感动到……
让我回忆起一些事。
那句话
“就像在很热很热的下午,
吃进口里的红豆冰,
又冰,
冷到舌头都疼了,
但是,来不及去感受那滋味,
就融化了。”

说真的,不管在任何方面,
那种感觉大家都曾有过吧?

有时忘了身边的人给自己的好,
没好好感受和感恩现有的好,
转过身来时,
才发现,可能太迟了。

因此,慢慢地,学会珍惜拥有的一切。
最重要的,大家有健健康康的身子。
现在还有在家的一段日子,要把握,和家人。
家常菜,后院的风景,宁静的风,温暖的阳光,
爸爸默默付出没有怨言的样子,
妈妈脸上的皱纹……
虽然这里相比外面的世界是多么的“野外”,
多么的沉闷,多么的不便,多么的缺乏,
但我依然喜欢这简单,慢步骤又悠闲的地方。
城里的亲人都说我什么都慢,
是现在的环境让我习惯吧!
虽然说慢工出细货,但随着不断改变的世界,被迫得要跟上脚步。
那时去新加坡三天,突然有一点适应不来。
是时候训练自己了。
快,或许能抓住更多。
就像吃红豆冰,
要快抓住那个滋味,
才能慢慢品尝。

这里的一切,
会是我以后展翅高飞后所怀念的。

S'pore & me

So sorry, ignore my sweet home a long time a go i think.
Last time when i enter my sweet blog, i don't know what i want to share and write here.
So, just leave it.

From 14 jan to 16 jan, i was staying in Singapore.
This is the first time i go through many places within few days.

First day, my aunt,Jessie took me to visit NTU in Pioneer(Jurong).
What's a far place from S'pore Kastam(Woodlands) to there!
Even though it is far away from centre or city, but i like its environment, compared to NUS.
in NTU, u must have a bicycle at least.
or u will also have a good stature due to walk for a long distance in it always.
haha, we were sweating when we were going to the students centre by asking people.
After that, we took MRT to NUS.
It was rainy day.
we encountered 2 juniors like my age who come from indonesia & china but studied in singapore for a long time.
They also want to go to students centre and were willing to guide us.
They spoke fluent english in front of me.
Oops, i feel some belittled.
Since i went to singapore, i really realize that English is vital indeed in society or other countries.
Due to i want to further study in singapore , this is a first big challenge for me,
i believe, one day, i can speak fluent english with singapore person even western guys !
I need an environment which embraced with people who say english actually.

On second day, my aunt guided me to visit S'pore Polytechnic.
Unluckily, the students centre close on sat and sun.
Then , aunt fetched me go to national singapore library in Bugis.
i like to stay there so much.
as a result, i was scolded by my aunt due to late to leave there.
Actually i had an appointment with connie & kah hwee.
They were going to Lasalle, kah hwee accompanied connie to register to enter lasalle.
Finally, we met them in NAFA. there were crowded people because the day is open house.
Gladly, i took the free recycling bag when enrolling. haha~
And the building of Lasalle is so artistic.
i got free register at there.
in the register centre, i first time spoke english with western lady for almost 20 minutes i supposed.
So nervous, the cool air made my hands colder even.

On third day, nice Sunday,My aunt fetched me to visit the Orchid Garden Church.
I was guided to youth's church.
with some nervous, i saw many youth in the church and were doing worship.
the activity is using 2 straws and given paper to make a ship and sail.
Then i was allocated to a group.
The nice girl treated me friendly, but i forgot to ask for her name.
and a junior who is same age with me, stare at the cartoon of my garment .
Actually, he like baby milo..
Through the worship, i recognized a nice song "Tear Down the Walls" and singing with the youth.
I gain confidence from God.
actually, my obvious defect is less confident.
i must cope it.
after that, i visited National S'pore library again for 3 hours.
Enjoyed with psycho, art, history,chinese...
next time when i come singapore again, i sure back to here again.

In these days, i found that my pace is very slow in my original place.
here are convenient for transport and system.
my eyesight is widen.
i realized that i am so small even outdated.
i have to improve myself always.

wait for me , please.
I will come out with a new & nice Jeslyn after some years.

无奈

每次和你搭不到线
最后搞到你很气愤,
我也很伤心。
在电脑前“流汗”,不愿让你看到。
我最不喜欢你那样说,
每次伤透我的心。
但你要知道,
我是爱你的
你是有你的执着,
我知道,
我怎样说都不能打破你的固定思维,你的安全空间
喉咙那儿还在抑制着失落。
我想,
未来的以后,
我们的想法会不会更不一样?
会不会慢慢蒙上隔膜?
像你和你妹妹一样。
我尝试尽量不要那样,
因为我已带着你给的一些思想,
将要迎向新生活,
慢慢进步

今天看报纸,
有一句话很深刻,
想不要钻牛角尖就不要对过去太执着。
对我,可能慢慢可以。
而你,永远不会懂这些道理。

请原谅我一直对你你所谓的批评,
因为我是多么的介意,我是多么想尝试让你想开一点
我再怎么不喜欢你的一些思想,
也要接受你。
因为,你永远是我最爱的人