My plans

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1. learning guangdong language, japanese and french

2. improve english
( watch USA movie & tv)

3. write articles and essays
(contribute to press / taking part competition)

4. keep fit

5. make new friends

6. reading

7. always smile

8. care about family,friends and surrounding people.
(everyone is my role model.)

9. travelling

10.earn money

11. economics

12. drink much water everyday

13. environmental protection

14. psychology knowledges

15. do hobbies

fed up

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Throughout this boring weeks,
i fed up!
i don't want to amass my down mood.
i hope something happen to stimulate me.

i have been expecting for my new life.
however,i am also not willing to leave my home.
i will miss my parents and family.
grandma and parents have been concerning me.
they gave advice and bought me some necessities.

i prepared my 2 heavy luggage and things.
and also, i have got ready to welcome a new life.

this is the first time i will left home for a long time.
may get home at least 1 time in a month.
see the situition first.

i will keep my faith always to go on my life.
that is be appreciated and grateful what i have.
thank you.

最后一次的练车

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情绪化。
这个字多么贴切。
给今天。

今天蛮舒服的。
昨天练车时很多错误，
还被骂。
今天明显‘醒目’了。
对，我就是要专心，注意，记得及改掉错误，加强敏锐度。
大太阳高挂，
热到脸都快通红了。

昨晚，感到满失落的。
家人不希望我学车，认为都没什么用到。
其实我学车，基本上是为了方便以外，还有几个其他的原因。
学车，让我慢慢消化了对驾车的阴影。（每天都有车祸的新闻）
驾车，其实是很有趣的事。它也提醒我专心和小心的重要性。（我常常一心多用）
还有，我很喜欢学习。
总觉得，学会一样东西很开心。
我很想学钢琴，但我希望那是从小培养上来的事，
可是家里没有这么优雅的培育，不过我很知足了。
没什么，还有很多东西值得我学习呢！
好学，好奇，正因为我是双子座。
所以，从中四开始，我爱上阅读。求知欲旺盛。
我心中的梦想也由此增加了一个。
尽管我成绩算优秀，爸妈也不觉得怎样。但我相信爸妈多少都有点开心吧！
我真的希望爸妈说”你真让我们感到光荣！”。
反而这句话是从别人口里说出。反而别人猛关心我的未来。

妈妈受教育不多，不了解教育的重要性，我体谅。
爸爸不善于用表情或情绪表达感受，我体谅。
我很努力，不增加父母的负担。
但是，有时候，我想学习的东西，希望受别人肯定，不被反对。
但还是，我孤军作战。
最后，我把它当成学习独立。自己的路自己走。
但有时怕固执会让自己后悔，所以我才会一向来在意别人的看法。

我的升学计划不能由我想象中的完美，因为我还要考虑家庭经济的事。
我自己去申请，自己搞好一切，一路来都有反对，顾虑和鼓励。
谢谢爸妈自由让我选择自己的方向，因为他们不了解升学的事。
口口声声说我的升学路要动用他们很多钱，可是他们也很支持我的。

这次就让我用文字和眼泪抒发出来。
电话那头的反对，我知道你是为我好的。
但我选了我的路，就会做到最好。再想办法出国继续。
请你放下对KL的偏见，好吗？
我真希望你不会再反对我，虽然你是关心我的亲戚。
我需要别人的肯定和支持。

我在心里对自己发誓了。我就会做到最好！

choice

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ouch,i had not wrote my post at my iyanzi sweet home for a month ago. ><
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Today, it is 6 April.
what's a smooth and lucky day for me even though there was rainy in the afternoon.
i have been appreciating.

thanks , Chris Liang for accompanying me to go there.
and at there, i met Chan Yang. Luckily, his parents brought him to come on the same day.
thanks for God,arranged a smooth plan to me. we can back sban with Chan Yang just because of You, rainy day.
thanks for Charles Hiew, u gave me a lot of opinion ,assistance and information.

ultimately,
i made a big decision !under no way.
it's just because of the biggest obstacle.
i don't know whether it's a good or bad option.
i just know, when i start to do it, i have to do it my best.
i don't have the innate richness which are priority.
however,i make it an anneal.
i will start from a base,not the best base.

for my parents, i have been cheerful because i know you care about me and love me although you don't realize it at all. i considerate.
i promised in my heart, i will make you proud of me. i will success and seize the chances ownself. i owe you too much and i can't blame that you are not affordable.

in the future ,i must make other people be sure to me.
i endeavour for it by own.
i can do it !