If i were a boy

i will be a outgoing guy.beg-packing travel in countries like Greece, Roman, New Zealand, Germany, and so on,conquer all the mountains in the world as i could,love a girl with all my heart and learn together from many aspects to enjoy life,be smart in sports expecially basketball,stay up usually and wake up early,knowing to play piano ,guitar and drum,be tall above 175cm,having a nice car,doing gym...

unforgetable nightmare

First time,this is the first time,since i was born,i cried out from the terrible nightmare,on 8 feb, 5.30am.after waking up, i don't dare to continue sleeping anymore.i wouldn't forget it perpetually.On the moment, all i think about is calling back home.but that was a too early morning, i thought i should not wake them up.i had the intense feeling in the nightmare, especially depression.i remember...