nerver-fade dreams

my sister's post on facebook reminded one of my dream.
a few days ago, i just imagine the dream being achieving 'in the present'.
it is fabulous .it is pleasant in the air around us.
the dream will not be just a dream, i deeply believe.

one day, we 6 persons will travel oversea.
i would try my best to afford the cost.
no longer time,i would start the plan.
though i want to pursue degree, but such case would never spoil my this dream, never ever.
i know,and we know, that is our dream for many years.

not to be jealous of others,because i know,once we achieve this dream a day,
the significance,accomplishment and satisfaction would be last forever and even be higher than those we had been jealous.

for them, this is not a problem and they almost can done it every year.
but for us, even once time,we will appreciate forever.
i know,so i would fight.

G, i really do feel u love me and us very much!

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Recharge in minutes

yesterday, i have borrowed 2 books from library.
one is  'recharge in minutes' by suzanne zoglio Ph.D.
another one is a novel 'strange boy'.

in the previous book which i have been reading, the author mentions that there is no such thing as the status quo or staying at same level.
you develop a muscle, it grows stronger.
if you use your brain for new experiences, you will grow new pathways called dendrites.
if you don't, your brainpower doesnt stay the same but will diminish.
perhaps you have had a friendship that was once but now is gone, it is just a bad case of status quo.

i bet most of the time we are in the whirlpool of decision.
worrying about the consequences of the decision.
about my future or another stage of life, i am in this situation too.
either stay in comfort zone & let life pass you by, or choose the second road that is unfamiliar and may has too much stressful change.
the road to the first path leads to contraction and the latter leads to expansion.
i agree with the statement " too little change will literally bore you to death! " don't you?
until this, i hesitated and once again, take my thinking cap about the path.
but obviously, i prefer the second path.
dear G, please help me to get rid of the ghosts in my mind.
whichever path i will be facing, i will gratefully accept .
i want to be stronger and alive ,with You.

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poem for You

haha!
Yesterday early in the morning, after waking up from bed, i have some ideas to do poem.
so quickly,some beautiful seaside scene had turned out in my mind.
so gladful that i have made the first poem including Him.
i use metaphor which He is the wind in my poem.

actually, i want to share it in my blog house . or perhaps, contributing to competition of Sin Chew Daily.i don't mean to win but i 'd like to share.
but finally, i have decided i will not post it out currently.

all i want to say is,
although the poem is simple.
but i like it so much.
how i hope He will see it.
yes, He shall see it beside me.

thanks for accompanying me from birth until now on.
you have teached me a lot.
the poem includes three main feelings and lessons of my recent life.
i know you are smiling.
i hope i could learn more from You,
as i will be always learning .

love.
with peace.

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sweat out !

that is so long i have not gone to gym room.
and today i did it. 6.6km non-stop within 20minutes.
before this, i didnt manage to set the record, so i guess the total distance i ran in the gym room today is almost 10km+.
good job!
quantity is not the point but the quality. i believe that 'small amounts in separate day sum up will give much better effect on health in the long run.

thanks G, i did it with you :)
you know during the 20 minutes, i had closed my eyes, feel my breath,my moving limb,my brain was all with beautiful nature and also songsengnim running with me.
and the slogan of Xueji " nothing to die".
open my eyes, i see the mirror in front of me, my face with healthy blush.
oh i like it.
i like sweat out.
i have realized my stamina is not so good , perhaps because of weak lungs.
anyway, i like to sweat out.

so guys and girls, keep away from chair,let's sweat out !

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