第一次


三岁那年,第一次动手术。

四岁那年,第一次踏入幼儿园。

五岁那年,第一次被男生弄哭。

六岁那年,度过第一次的难忘生日。

七岁那年,第一次被老师教导舞蹈。

八岁那年,第一次收到情书。

九岁那年,第一次获得查字典比赛冠军。

十岁那年,第一次投稿去《星星报》。

十一岁那年,第一次参加歌咏。

十二岁那年,第一次唱毕业歌。

十四岁那年,第一次去泰国。

十五岁那年,第一次参加槟城全国领袖营。

十六岁那年,第一次和学记参与和筹办各种活动。

十七岁那年,第一次学会下西洋棋。

十八岁那年,第一次爬山。

人生很多第一次,而这些只是每一年的其中一个第一次。
在我心中还有很多期待的第一次,就列出几个吧!

期待~
第一次看流星,
第一次出书,
第一次背包旅行/去欧洲,
第一次在电影院看恐怖片/鬼戏。(我胆小d,要训练下),
第一次滑雪,
有第一次的成就。
等等~

还有,尝试各种疯狂的事!
哈哈~

书香。启发

原来,
我一直给人不友善的感觉,会令人尴尬。
谢谢你很直接的告诉我,让我明白。就像我一向来对人直率一样。
原因的根点在于我的自我保护意识很高吧!
在我的字典里,我常说“宁愿选择不去尝试会被伤害的事物”。
是的,我是很喜欢尝试新事物的双子, 但我害怕受伤害。
我知道跌倒了才会学到更多,我知道要尝试了才知道,但对于有些事情,我还是选择保留或宁愿不去尝试。

今天去书香,偶然听了一个讲座,讲师不是什么鼎鼎大名的大人物,但他每一句我都听得很专心,还跟着点头。他说,我们的潜意识是很危险的东西。简单来说,它是一个人相信的所谓的事。就像上一段我讲的事情一样,一旦我认定这样的一个‘原则’,我就永远不会踏出去,一直相信这样的原则,除非我改进。
他说,人在疲累,要进入梦乡的时候,潜意识的自我保护能力会很低。这个时候你告诉自己想改进的事情或让自己变好的事,日积月累,好观念会进入你的潜意识,而改变成好心态。
我打算实践这个好方法,一个我未曾试过的好方法。

今天在the mines的书香战利品有两个,下次会上载与大家分享。
还有那令我难忘的抹茶口味的冰淇淋,啊~好吃!

尝试,打破不好的潜意识。
环境和经验造就现在的我们,我们无法选择,但我们有权利选择改变不好的观念。

晚安!各位!临睡前,我要对自己说
“我是有自信的人 !"
哈哈XD

recent reading

This is the book i have read recently and it is borrowed from library.
oh my god! this book which i concerned a long time ago and finally be bought a few years ago in book fair but i still havn't start to read it yet. i may recommend you this ! i like its story line.
‘点滴城市’是我第一阅读侯文咏的作品。这本书讲述作者对科技、时代变迁、医学与文学的矛盾等的看法。

NLP也是我物色已久的书,终于拥有它。虽然是迟了四个月的礼物。也谢谢珍珠爸爸。
对我来说,这门学问很有趣,需要花点时间去明白和运用它。


身边的朋友多数向来博览群书,而我在中学才开始买书,充实自己,希望可以练到一目十行的境界,尤其是英文书籍,哈哈~
虽然我没被从小培养阅读的习惯。但我觉得很高兴的是,虽然没有书香的家庭或环境,我自己培养起了这方面的兴趣,因为有着一个梦想。
希望大家也一样爱书。
爱阅读的人更幸福,因为他不只拥有真实的世界,还拥有浩瀚的书海。
这是我曾经在某书看到的一席话,共勉之。

it was over!

Oh no ! it's 2 months that i have not update my sweety blog~ ><
well, year end exam was over. i strive for it so long time.oww..i deeply hope i can hold my scholarship as well. God bless me!
i tried my best in the exam but i still did some careless mistakes still.
but i know, this time i had tried to calm down ,my brain got not panic like last time.
it's time to compensate myself by doing favourite stuffs.

i realized that i have not sing karaoke for almost 1 year and a few months for movie~
what pity .
recently, i have desire to watch " In Time" and " you are the apple of my eye".
About the latter movie, i just fancy with its theme song 'the years' by Hu Xia. Just because of the song, i also like to watch the movie as well. haha~
My year end holidays is coming. i hope i can gather with GB .it's damn long we didn't join and sing together since secondary school, fellows.
Yesterday, VK daddy gave me NLP tool book finally, which is his promise for my june birthday gift.(damn late~ haha)
the so-called NLP = Neuro Linguistic Programme.
i tagged this book in Popular a long long time ago. today on the way back to hometown alone, i start a few pages.
it's hard for me to explain what it is to u here, but for me ,it is related to psychology although the author mentions NLP does not versus psychology.
On the other hand, i borrow a book called " 50 great myths of popular psychology" from library. i intend to read it through within 2 weeks.

And the first thing i did after exam and back is watch " Percy Jackson& the Olympians" .it is absolutely a good movie.it include humour,touching,power,family and values ~recommend you this! (some might watched)

it is 1 month i do not back hometown,and lastly i am at my hometown now. miss u,my family.
since living in the city, i do not eat dragon fruit. indeed, i am influenced by my dad whom like to eat dragon fruit. just now i ate it half and leave it half for my dad. it feels good ! oww.
all my feelings are concluded as a word 'hilarious' now!

appreciate the 2 weeks before holidays.

Refresh

1 week holidays was passed.
Even though it is a bit short,
but contradictorily i think it is not too short for me.,it is just.
it is wonderful and full,
went to climb Broga Hill, FRIM waterfall, annual Book fest, gathered with family, met with old friends, made hair bonding (finally,untidiness is gone!)),catched up with the new hongkong tv ,ate delicious food... even first time i helped my mom to wash the bathroom and toilet!! hoho~so funny!
Before, i never do this! haha~
Since i have stayed in rent house in KL a time, i need to settle all things and take care by own. well, i inherit some "overnice quirk" from my mom. hoho~i really cannot accept the mess or nastiness. haha~
the only regret is no jogging in the holidays, haha~
especially i felt upset that my old fellow said once she saw me "oww,u have gained flesh!"
sigh. i know. how if i say i cannot eat well in KL and the meal times are not constant? This "cannot eat well" means that the outside food are not healthy as well.
I want to do gym, to swim ,to jog as much as i can.

Yesterday evening i back to the rent house,the renter ,auntie and uncle welcomed me back.
well, at the time,i havn't rearrange my feeling.
during tidying up my stuffs,i had tried to back to school life.
i know, human is an animal whose life is linked with habit.
once you get chronic in a particular situation, u will adapt in it and be lazy to change to another mode.

so, learn it! and make this a habit as our life is full with breaks and works.just keep it balance.
Refresh.
Thanks for the break!
appreciate.

Broga Hill

On 30 aug, in my 18 years life, it is the first time i climb the mountain.
at least that is a little goal in me.
there are so many climbers too,because of school holidays.
adults ,youngsters , male ,female , families there.
On the way climbing up the hill, i saw many youngsters as my secondary school time. i could feel the energetic spirit and vitality from them. i like it!
thanks for my sister and bro,pok. i was satisfied after accomplished this.
even when i had felt the wind ,it is pretty comfortable and relieved.
Broga Hill is a nice place to climb. it has other nickname called "thatch hill" .the pathway become steeper and steeper starting from midway. i often encourage sister . finally, we reached
above my head, there is a light blue sky.it's so wonderful. u have to climb once to realize what the splendid feeling is.
sitting on the rocks, feel the wind blowing on my face. plus some warm on my face from the sunlight.

once u climb the hill or mountain, all your stress will go far away.
you will realize, everything is going to be easy,every trouble in the globe is not the doomsday.
you can make it ,just by an easy way, switch your mind to open,change your degree.

惊险又快乐


今天真是惊险的一天。
而惊险,只有我和roomate了解,而且永远记得那滋味。
一早起来,吃顿简单的早餐,就上路咯!
啊~第一次第一天到popular海外书市报到,今年也是最后一次免费进入了。(成人真没福利!)
找好久才找到朝圣之地,真是有够好笑的。
一进入就看到我找了很久都没找到的书“the memory‘s daughter”,翻译成华文的小说名称是《不存在的女儿》,加上价钱太值得了,想都没想,就买了,哈哈!后来去买需要的文具,都太物超所值了啦!
由于时间有限,只是走马看花,其实还想物色一本华文书才满足。看到有一个人拿着一篮cd,我肯都有两百多片,好像卖cd。哈哈~可见大家都是趁一年一度的书市来痛快的扫货。

接着我们去公园,来了几次KLCC,今天我才知道它的公园蛮大的,还有简单的水上乐园和超大的游乐场。我们回味童年的时候也没忘了定格美好快乐的时刻。
阿~还有一个外国小男孩对我们微笑,他的笑容迷死人了。临走前还对我们挥挥手说“byebye”他跑的时候chubby face 也在跳,哇~超可爱啊!

我们还遇到了好久不见的朋友,也是惠蔚的远亲—卿柔!阿~她真是越来越美了,头发也长了。

说到惊险,我们花了至少半小时才平复心情。
买了肉圆清汤面回来,我们看到我们的东西不翼而飞了,那一刻真是吓到脑袋空白。
环顾四周,拼命物色我们的东西在哪个角落。
没多久,一个外国男生走来,他拿错了我们的东西,他和朋友都把东西还给我们。那时我们还有点没回过神来的感觉。
两点,我们在LRT分别向左走,向右走。

大约六点,才到家。
第一次,背着超重的laptop,站了一小时半的车程~
累,肩膀也超酸的。快来帮我按摩啦!哈哈!

简单的一天。吸取教训的一天。快乐的一天。
一星期的假期开始咯~

最近

那天心血来潮,自拍了好几张。半年多没剪的刘海也这么长了。
竟然到鼻子了。hoho~像鬼吗?刚好是在农历七月期间拍的。
哈哈,还是别搞怪啦!这个比较正常咯!hoho!

明天一早就去KLCC海外书市,往年我一有机会都会去,尽量不错过,所以今年我牺牲早一天回家,去观光了才回家咯!终于能回家,一星期都好,要把握和家人的相聚。想念爸爸妈妈婆婆姐姐^^

frustrated

recently, i had been feeling frustrated since i got the results of all subjects of test1.
my friends get high mark.i know they put many effort on it.they worth to get the good result.
seem like i cannot catch up the lessons.
"time is not enough for me!"
Most time,i always shout this few words in my mind.
but i know, that is a big excuse for losers.
well, i just mutter here.
i know,
till the last, i also have to solve the stress and endeavor ownself.
be strong!! yan!
cheer up!ok!

so fast,August is coming soon.i always tell myself, enjoy all the days.

你不孤单

星期四傍晚,我搭车到serdang,然后和姐姐一起回家乡。
星期五的课取消了!^^ 这是我自从开课后,第一次星期四回家乡。
在LRT上,我遇到一个“怪人”。
他坐在我的对面,开着电话里的歌,把电话靠向左耳,随着音乐唱着。
是的,他是在唱着。
我隐约听到歌词,原来是那首孙燕姿的《风筝》,也是我喜欢的歌。
唱着唱着,我听到哽咽的歌声。
起初我没看他。
抬头一看,他真的在抽泣。
我在想,他是失恋吗?还是面临太大的工作压力,而觉得没有人可以倾诉?
他没有理会其他人的眼光,一边哽咽,一边“享受”唱歌。
过了几站,我下车了。
这还是我第一次遇到这样奇怪的感性男生。

回到芙蓉,一家人一起去吃螃蟹。
两个星期没看到爸妈,所以和他们尽情分享了我在另一边的生活。
车上,聊着聊着,我和姐姐累得睡着了。
爸爸静静驾着车,妈妈在旁静静地帮爸爸看路(妈妈在车上一向来都是爸爸的第二双眼睛)。
这画面像回到小时候一样,爸妈喜欢带着我们几个小瓜到the mines游玩。

很多时候,我会像LRT上的那男生一样,感觉无助而默默哭泣,但我决不会像他那样,在别人面前哭。
要知道,你不是孤单的。你是被充满爱和祝福的。
继续打拼!压力是有的。
the smooth seas do not make skilful sailors. (经典名言)
这句话是我今天在报纸上看到的。
激励了自从第一次小考而有压力的我。
我绝对可以胜任每一科。一定!