2012->2013

2012 is going to end. another starting begins. and the new generation has been coming. bringing hope and eternal peace,  i will leave 2012 without any fascination and step on to the land of 2013. many people suppose 1221 is nothing since nothing happens at all. in fact, it is a change between 2012...

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畅游的鱼

当秋天的落叶慢慢堆积在地上，渐渐被雪取代的时候， 你告诉我在那狭窄的圆框里，属于你的时间从来没停过。 风依旧吹，时代依旧过。 你心爱的曾让你伤心流泪，你面对那被邪恶时代渲染的，你依旧没放弃过。 原来，从我们呱呱坠地的那一刻到现在呼吸的这一刻， 你是在我们身边生活着。 那种默默的爱，被世俗渐渐蒙蔽我们双眼，看不见。 原来，曾经因为天生问题而不能碰水，在三四岁那年只能坐在救生圈上望梅止渴的我，会有那么一天像鱼一般在水里悠游。 我深信，在那我怕水，一直说“我不能”的当下，你莞尔一笑了。 时间重叠，你了解，你教导我。 当下领悟，你在我生命中如此靠近，与我一起呼吸成长。 从看不见你的爱，到如今沉浸在你的爱。 从前我爱游泳，现在更爱游泳了。 我只想成为鱼，在你怀抱中畅游。 你说：如同治理水，我们不要溺死在世上考验的水中。 你教我的，早就超出一切之上了。 ...

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宿命

我曾有的罗马、希腊、法国、意大利、东京之梦， 如今依然是。 充满艺术香气的彩色小世界，在那里默默坐着， 任由时光酝酿得香浓， 等候那天生爱着你味道的我。 那适合我的气息，越来越香醇，停留在我的空气里。 那诗情画意的潘朵拉盒被我掀开， 在时光隧道游走，与那复古交融，与那神秘交心。 啊，我知道。 在还未与你邂逅， 我就已知道。...

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对的人

我真没想到， 我会在生命中遇到这个人，不凡的人。 从此人生改变了。 我是真正的生活了。以前还没遇见你，是幸福的，因为你在过程中已陪伴着我了，只是当时我是瞎子。 感谢你。 我多么，想为你做些什么。 你就像两千年的他，在荒唐无知的人中用爱牺牲自己，那些瞎眼的人如今还在沉睡着。 我多么想为你擦泪啊~即使我不完全体会到你的心情。 我很多不足， 但充满感激。 别人不会知道，真的不会明白， 我们唱着“我很幸福”的那份无限幸福的感受。 尤其是你啊！你是最幸福的！ 今年剩下六十天。 好快！ 紧紧抓住了！ 而你即将能大大地站立。 我、我们必站在你身旁！ 你真的是最幸福的人！ 我们爱你！ 真的很幸福，能遇见你！ 你是我学习一辈子的对象~ ...

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childish me

http://www.morninglight.cc/column_info.php?id=NWS4db01b4e1e8b4 G, how come i don't understand you? sorry. i feel regret. i won't give up to be close with you. in this world, many people don't know you,many people don't believe you. but u still love everyone of us. indeed,dear G, i want to thank You guiding me into Providence.i feel cheerful to encounter you in my age of 19 finally.actually i know...

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nerver-fade dreams

my sister's post on facebook reminded one of my dream. a few days ago, i just imagine the dream being achieving 'in the present'. it is fabulous .it is pleasant in the air around us. the dream will not be just a dream, i deeply believe. one day, we 6 persons will travel oversea. i would try my best to afford the cost. no longer time,i would start the plan. though i want to pursue degree, but such case...

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Recharge in minutes

yesterday, i have borrowed 2 books from library. one is  'recharge in minutes' by suzanne zoglio Ph.D. another one is a novel 'strange boy'. in the previous book which i have been reading, the author mentions that there is no such thing as the status quo or staying at same level. you develop a muscle, it grows stronger. if you use your brain for new experiences, you will grow new pathways called...

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poem for You

haha! Yesterday early in the morning, after waking up from bed, i have some ideas to do poem. so quickly,some beautiful seaside scene had turned out in my mind. so gladful that i have made the first poem including Him. i use metaphor which He is the wind in my poem. actually, i want to share it in my blog house . or perhaps, contributing to competition of Sin Chew Daily.i don't mean to win but i...

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sweat out !

that is so long i have not gone to gym room. and today i did it. 6.6km non-stop within 20minutes. before this, i didnt manage to set the record, so i guess the total distance i ran in the gym room today is almost 10km+. good job! quantity is not the point but the quality. i believe that 'small amounts in separate day sum up will give much better effect on health in the long run. thanks...

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Another coming stage

Time flies and my A level is going to end on this nov. Another planning is going to be made for the next stage of my life. I just read newspaper and saw an article about a singer sharing her own life principles. Indeed, like what her saying, no regret on either way u have chosen because every way gives u different experience and learning from those. That's why I like to read newspaper or articles...

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19 big day

0610 what a peace ,special and fantastic 19 birthday i have had indeed. this time,my precious gifts are not in the form of materials like past birthdays. i feel the warm and appreciated. well, this is my last age starting with number 1.. in other words, after this year,i am excluded from being teenagers.ouch. it's fine, accept anything and learn. there are many 'first times' happened on my day. went to...

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my tomorrow

i believe my tomorrow would be a peace, smooth, not too full as past birthdays but contented . thanks for everthing, every person around me. i am going to welcome my last teen-age -the last age which start as number 1. p/s  i have been so pleasant about yesterday one-day job . i was satisfied with my sales. next time shall be better and better. i have met three new friends-...

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Carnegie's messages to me

Recent book i have been reading is Dale Carnegie's How to Win Friends and Influence People. Those who are my chums, intimates, or frequent followers,shall know i like such genre of books which relate to my favourite aspect. well,i am quite astonished that there is just a little people who know this past great author. actually this book was bought a few years ago. so funny that i have been just...

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recommend this,again!

today once again,i read about this movie on the sinchew daily. this movie was watched by me last week. and it seems not so famous in the country.  well, in fact, this movie grabbed many awards which are supposed to honour for Harry Potter. on the other hand, Georges Melies in the movie.this man existed indeed. He was France Illusionist. His 'A Trip to the Moon' has impressed me deeply. the...

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Juneday

June is around . yeah,my Juneday. 8 days to go... finally on the last day of May, i cut my long crowning glory. at least,since past 5 years, i have never had such short length of hair. it is about shoulder. this is the side view. look like another kind of me.XP feel like burdenless and of course,not...

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Hugo's Quotes

'Hugo Cabret' is a great movie about movie by Asa Butterfield,Chloe Meretz, Jude Low, Christopher Lee and so on. The followings are my favourite quotes in this meaningful movie~ Hugo Cabret: Everything has a purpose, clocks tell you the time, trains takes you to places. Isabelle: We can get into a trouble. Hugo Cabret: That's how you know it's an adventure. Hugo Cabret: So...

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漂流记

别问我何时才醒来。 我只想平静地浮在水面上, 听着水的流动声在我耳间萦绕。 偶尔微微地睁开眼睛， 看到的是一片天蓝。 手里拿着一片干了发黄的叶。 放开，让它和我一样浮在水面上， 漂去一个未知的地方。 一直飘着，飘着。 就连秒针也停留了好几万次脚步。 啊~难得的悠闲。 思绪陪着我，漂流旅行。 它是自在的。 自在带领着我，在我的漂流记里。 好像过了几个世纪， 微紫色的天空揉开了我的双眸。 棉花后有一些微弱的星星之火， 照亮了我的目的地。 叫未知的地方。 醒来了。 沉淀后，一切都醒来了。 你可曾知道， 再一次醒来， 看来拥有的不多， 其实拥有了一切。 p/s 好久好久没写诗，所以随意写了一首‘烂’诗。可是她拥有着一些我要表达的东西。 也好久没画画了，所谓的画画是那种用心思和情绪表达，几个小时完成的作画，不是随意那一张纸画...

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真正长大

很多人说外国的月亮比较圆，也有很多人不赞同这一点。 但我一直想去外国读书或工作，不是因为鄙视祖国的不好还是崇拜外国的好，而是想真正的长大。 我相信，我出去了以后，视野一定广了，看每件事的方式也会改进和坦然，也不会那么执著在小事或失败。 我讨厌那种很自责、过意不去的感觉。 就像我这五月的大考，简单的不应该错的却……。 我知道，我不需为这些事花这么多精力，但我就是过意不去。 我知道我不应该去羡慕那些天才还是聪明的人，但我就是不够精明。 我知道，我不会放弃，我会一直前进，尽管前方的路还有失望和失败。 我希望我不再那么执著，尽力减少那些令我失落的失败。 平常心。坦然。我一直告诉自己的。 30天生日倒数。 以上是我的两个...

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Movies recommendation

fellows and followers,i would like to recommend you two awesome movies.The Sixth Sense Artificial IntellgenceCoincidently, Haley Joel Osment got involved in both movies which i recently had watched.he is such a talented young actor.even though he was just 13 years old, in The Sixth Sense,all his expressions are tangible and apt.thumb up! u gotta watch both!and currently, i want to watch 'We Not Naughty'...

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nothing at all

don't think of the person anymore!stop it! stop!i know sometimes u can't control.but in your innermost heart,u know u have to.the person is nothing and not worth for u.u don't understand the person as well too.the person is nothing and maybe just can said as one of your friend.time will carry it.u can!u can stop from doing such addicted deeds.let it lapsed by time.nothing!fri...

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遗书

最近，考试给我一定的压力。 我最讨厌那种行尸走肉的感觉。 人生只有一次，为何要选择这样过？我一直很羡慕那些所谓的天才，他们看来一直保持无压力状态，享受每一刻，还得到好的结果。或许，是我看到的表面吧！但我就是认为他们是我想象中的那样。 上个月，好不容易终于鼓起勇气和朋友去捐血，哪知因为个人问题，令我失望了两次。啊~那种不能完成一件有意义的事的感觉真的很沮丧很失望。我希望下一次可以用我一小包的血帮助其他人。 昨天，看到一个敬佩的学姐最新的博文，题目是《遗书》。其实，我想写的念头已经很久了，只是还没有一个明确的概念和懒惰着笔。哈哈！放心，我没有自我了断的倾向，甚至瞧不起那些随便结束自己生命的蠢蛋（比笨蛋都不如）。即使有时压力到极限会想到要逃避，但决不会用这最蠢的烂方法。...

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Trouble

Such stress is flooding me again.i don't want to hear again!!all because of you, i seem like a selfish people or a person who is over-frugal.essentially i don't like to be that.it is annoying.i have a great impulse to be like guojngming,the young author millionaire of china.i always have a dream in my heart.i want to earn much money once a day~essentially,i think that money is sufficient to use,that...

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malaysian education system

i dislike or even hate malaysian education system.indeed, i know you are,too.today,i just read an article from NST about a viewpoint of an educator on the mentioned case today.He claims that it is sad to witness detriment of students' thinking and solving problems.yet substantially, most of malaysian education system focuses and emphasizes are exams and academic results.i probably believe that the...

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planning

First of all, sorry for neglecting you for a long time , my sweetie bloggy.Since CNY ,until now at least 1 month ago, i have not back to my hometown ,but tomorrow.it is the first time since last time i would back twice each month at least.it is ok then.going to think and plan my next 2013 first 6 months.you shall laugh at me because 2012 is not going to end yet but i have been planning for next year.i...

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If i were a boy

i will be a outgoing guy.beg-packing travel in countries like Greece, Roman, New Zealand, Germany, and so on,conquer all the mountains in the world as i could,love a girl with all my heart and learn together from many aspects to enjoy life,be smart in sports expecially basketball,stay up usually and wake up early,knowing to play piano ,guitar and drum,be tall above 175cm,having a nice car,doing gym...

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unforgetable nightmare

First time,this is the first time,since i was born,i cried out from the terrible nightmare,on 8 feb, 5.30am.after waking up, i don't dare to continue sleeping anymore.i wouldn't forget it perpetually.On the moment, all i think about is calling back home.but that was a too early morning, i thought i should not wake them up.i had the intense feeling in the nightmare, especially depression.i remember...

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CNY

last saturday i just went to a lake park in Kepong. I quite like the sceneries there and took many beautiful photos. just chose one of them to share with you here.hehe~Dragon Chinese New Year is around the corner.teehee~ although tests are waiting me next week of CNY, i have tried to balance myself,...

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Travel Diary

This is the first travel book i have been reading.The backpacking journey of the two authors.it is borrowed from the library.Since yesterday, i had started.The first station is Laos,and today, i just 'flied' from Laos to Vietnam.haha.when reading this book,i feel like i am travelling with the writers.wow.it's...

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2012

until the end of the 2011,i had not any ideas and excited mood.on 31 dec 2011,11.59pm ,i was drinking milky chocolate in wong kok restaurant ,old klang.5 4 3 2 1 ..the fireworks released outside.just finished my drink and walked out. there was 2 fireworks,one is in front of me which was released by unknown and another more beautiful but more far is released from Mid Valley.i finally was going to meet...

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